Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me.
Fucking Perfect: Pink
So it's been a while since I've last posted and my God a lot's changed. Shortly after losing my job and my home, I moved back in with Mam. It was tough to begin with but we've made it work, and got really use to each other and our peculiar little ways again. Shortly after I moved in with Mam, I went to the doctors and asked if I could be put on Anti-depressents, and they did, with out any hesitation. So I've been on them since mid April, and I have to say I'm doing really well on them. The only side effect I really have with them is my neverending appitate, so I'm going to ask the doctors to help me out and give me something to stop it.
One of the major advatages of moving in with Mam, is that I'm closer to my niece and get to see a lot more of her. She is now 19 months old and is a little wizard on her feet and often gets herself into pickles because she likes to climb up but can never climb down and get's stuck. She keeps us on our toes.
In August I got a job after six months unemployment. Now it's only 22.5 hours a week but still it's better than not working. I am a Learning Support Assistant (LSA) for a college for Adults with Server Learning Difficulties. I'm loving it. Totally and completely.
I also past my Hypnotherapy course and in the new year I will be getting my insurance so I can finally make my business a reality. At the moment everything is just thearetical and I'm just waiting to get things finialised. I'm hoping that with this business that I can earn enough to either move out of Mams or safe up a deposit so I can buy a place of my own.
Toska (my tortoise) is forever growing and is even bonding with my niece, and she with him. It's brilliant. When I finally die in many decades, I can will him to her and she should take him on. It'll be awesome.
I have joined a local am-dram group and have done three plays so far and am working for the third one and am also trying to sort out dirrecting for another one later on in the season. I've been doing sound for all the other shows, so it'll be interesting taking that leap and going for directorship.
So life is looking up. I'm stable. I may not be happy (not that I know what that looks like), but I'm doing okay.
