I know I have been quiet for a while butI am hoping to start blogging more regukarly as I have to say I have missed blogging and the community like BlackPhil and The Capt. I know that there are some whom have disappeared from the communuty but as I community moves on another one appears. So I will start exlporing and start interacting again and no longer will I be silent or invisable. I have done both and I am not sure I like it.
My job is going really well. I still have not got full time hours but the money I am getting is enough to keep me going and pay off my debts. The job entaiks working with young adults with sever learning difficulties (SLD). They are lovely young peole who are a joy to work with and it helps you to see the world through a whole new light. I am learning so many new skills and attibutes. I appreciate fully the staff I work with, they are an amazing group of peole with a wide range of skills who bring to the job an amazing number of skills, tools and attributs that I love gleaming from them. I enjoy the debates we have, and that we don't need to see eye to eye to do a good job, we can discuss ideas and together come up with an action plan that is followed. As with anywhere there are people who annoy me because there practice is very different to mine, however they are lovely people and I have to say there is no one at work I really dislike, or frustrate me to the point that I feel as though I want to scream at them. What is totally amazing though, as I had given up on finding this, there are people at work that I can talk to about how I am feeling and my depression and negative views of myself. One of them is actually my boss, the head teacher. It's so nice to be able to be able to be open with people with out the fear of being pursecuted or ridiculed or make to feel like a freak. My boss said the other day that I was a freak but she loves the fact I own it and do it all my own way and too hell what others think. There should be more people like me in the world. Willing to be themselves and not a facarde or what people try and force you into being. To which I replied that there should be more people like her in the world beczuse it would make it more comfortable and safer plave for me and those like me. It was an amazing conversatiion and I would like mor of thise thank you very much. There has been one rdundance and one person whose contract has not
Been renewed due to funding problems but I am hoping that this is notna sign of what is too come!
I have been setting up a therapy business. At the moment I offer hypnotherapy but as my qualifications grow there more I can offer. Psychotheraputic counselling and psychotherapy. It's a scary idea, the thought of having my own business. Not that it will ever be my primary job, I enjoy my other job too much. As part of my business I now have a tablet, samsung galaxy 10.1 and I have to say that it's really good, and perfect for putting mynscreeds in it and reading them off. Amazing. The graphic are rally good. Its al,ost like having a mini laptop, but without the bulkiness. I have also been doing a kot with the amatre dramatics. I have really learnt a lot about the sound side of things, how to use a mixing desk and how to deal with problems when they arise. I have even directed my first ever show. Although only thirty minutes long, it was a raging sucess and I hope to do a full length play next season. Next season I will only do a couple of shows as I have to concentrate on my course and the drama taje up an awful lot of my time.
