"This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope no love no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever
And live the rest of our lives
but not together"
Happy Ending: Mika
I'm not pretending
No hope no love no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever
And live the rest of our lives
but not together"
Happy Ending: Mika
I know that he doesn't like me in a romantic way. I am thankful that we are still friends and that we can still spend time together. I would like my feelings to stop and for the day dreams to end. I am hurting that he doesn't want me. I wish I could change myself so that he wanted me, I wish I could be exactly what he wants in a woman. I keep wondering if things would have been different if I hadn't had all this mental health crap going on.
I dread the day he gets a girlfriend. I dread the jealousy I know that will come. However, I wish that he will be happy with who ever he ends up with. I hope he does find true happiness and true love. I hope he finds a love that will last a lifetime and then some. A love that is not jealous or possessive. I hope that he finds everything he wants in a wife.
I just wish it could have been me!
1 comment:
Thanks for your thoughtful comment on my blog.
Your post makes me sigh. I have been there. Right now, I'm at the other end of romance: among the ruins of a marriage that I thought would last as long as we both lived. It sucks to be there, too.
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