I wrote to Santa this year. I say Santa but I actually wrote to the magic of Christmas, hoping that it hears me. I asked for one of two things, which one I am really not that fussed about but it needs to be one of them.
One was to get a jackpot rollover lottery ticket so that I can sort out some community projects. Help the town I live in, for them to truly know what it means to be a community.
The other was for my death as I can't continue like this but equally I don't have the courage to take my own life.
Every day gets harder and harder, it needs to end but there is no way out.
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