CareForMeNot

I am me and me is I. What I see and what you see Will be completely different! "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

Sunday 2 July 2006

Cutting

God it felt good.

To feel the scissors over my skin, pushing down, feeling the pain going through. Unfortunatly they were to blunt to cut.

I miss it, I crave it, I hate it, it scares me.

Can I really go back there? Is there somewhere I want to be? Can I do that to myself?

Someone please make it okay again.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Would it help if I play like that boss in _Secretary_ and command you not to cut yourself anymore?

How about if I offer to paddle you like he did to her later on?

Anonymous said...

I'm glad to learn, thanks to a comment you put on my blog the other day, that you're still out there.

Any chance you'll do a new post anytime soon?